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  <pubDate>Mon, 29 Apr 2013 17:50:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Stress means the wind wants me to drop shit on my toes</title>
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  <description>&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: right&quot;&gt;&lt;small&gt;Mirrored from &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/04/stress-means-the-wind-wants-me-to-drop-shit-on-my-toes/&quot; title=&quot;Read Original Post&quot;&gt;Shenanigans - Curiously Lydean&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I don&amp;#8217;t post about my personal life very often. I don&amp;#8217;t think it&amp;#8217;s very interesting to be honest. But this is one of those posts, sort of.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have depression and social anxiety. I&amp;#8217;ve had it since I was a kid. Compared to a lot of people it&amp;#8217;s not very bad. But when I&amp;#8217;m stressed&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Well, let&amp;#8217;s make this interesting.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;1.jpg&quot; src=&quot;http://i1.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/1.jpg?resize=331%2C500&quot; data-recalc-dims=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;2.jpg&quot; src=&quot;http://i2.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/2.jpg?resize=400%2C443&quot; data-recalc-dims=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;3.jpg&quot; src=&quot;http://i0.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/3.jpg?resize=343%2C400&quot; data-recalc-dims=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I don&amp;#8217;t have a whole lot of really good weeks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;4.jpg&quot; src=&quot;http://i1.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/4.jpg?resize=330%2C416&quot; data-recalc-dims=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And of course once you drop something, you have to start thinking about when you can pick it up again. And it&amp;#8217;s RIGHT THERE taunting you with your failure. But if I&amp;#8217;ve got a project I&amp;#8217;m working on it doesn&amp;#8217;t really bother me. But if I have a project I drop more and more things because I&amp;#8217;m not paying attention to them.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But then there&amp;#8217;s stress. Stress caused by hormones, changes, too much failure, whatever.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;5.jpg&quot; src=&quot;http://i1.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/5.jpg?resize=300%2C153&quot; data-recalc-dims=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;No, really. It was supposed to be a cloud or something.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;6.jpg&quot; src=&quot;http://i2.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/6.jpg?resize=330%2C506&quot; data-recalc-dims=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And that&amp;#8217;s why I haven&amp;#8217;t been updating.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=silvercat17&amp;ditemid=19268&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2013 22:58:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sick &amp;#8211; No post today</title>
  <link>https://silvercat17.dreamwidth.org/16168.html</link>
  <description>&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: right&quot;&gt;&lt;small&gt;Mirrored from &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/01/sick-no-post-today/&quot; title=&quot;Read Original Post&quot;&gt;Shenanigans - Curiously Lydean&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;This doesn&amp;#8217;t count. I&amp;#8217;ve got a cold and my brain isn&amp;#8217;t working, so don&amp;#8217;t expect posts for a bit.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Last week I had an overwhelming urge to draw The Shadow in my Silver&amp;#8217;s Kids style. You can consider this a preview of when I start doing those write-ups.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/01/sick-no-post-today/the-shadow-silvers-kids-style/&quot; rel=&quot;attachment wp-att-812&quot;&gt;&lt;img class=&quot;size-full wp-image-812 aligncenter&quot; alt=&quot;the-shadow-silvers-kids-style&quot; src=&quot;http://www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/the-shadow-silvers-kids-style.jpg&quot; width=&quot;600&quot; height=&quot;516&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;I stole the pose from this issue:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/01/sick-no-post-today/shadow_193112/&quot; rel=&quot;attachment wp-att-813&quot;&gt;&lt;img class=&quot; wp-image-813 aligncenter&quot; alt=&quot;shadow_193112&quot; src=&quot;http://www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/shadow_193112.jpg&quot; width=&quot;287&quot; height=&quot;417&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: left;&quot;&gt;Theoretically I could ink and color it, but I probably won&amp;#8217;t.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=silvercat17&amp;ditemid=16168&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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