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  <title>silvercat17</title>
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  <updated>2013-06-25T22:19:56Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-11-30:677317:19268</id>
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    <title>Stress means the wind wants me to drop shit on my toes</title>
    <published>2013-04-29T17:50:37Z</published>
    <updated>2013-06-25T22:19:56Z</updated>
    <category term="stress"/>
    <category term="personal"/>
    <category term="depression"/>
    <category term="chibi"/>
    <category term="anxiety"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p style="text-align: right"&gt;&lt;small&gt;Mirrored from &lt;a href="http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/04/stress-means-the-wind-wants-me-to-drop-shit-on-my-toes/" title="Read Original Post"&gt;Shenanigans - Curiously Lydean&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I don&amp;#8217;t post about my personal life very often. I don&amp;#8217;t think it&amp;#8217;s very interesting to be honest. But this is one of those posts, sort of.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have depression and social anxiety. I&amp;#8217;ve had it since I was a kid. Compared to a lot of people it&amp;#8217;s not very bad. But when I&amp;#8217;m stressed&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Well, let&amp;#8217;s make this interesting.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img alt="1.jpg" src="http://i1.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/1.jpg?resize=331%2C500" data-recalc-dims="1" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img alt="2.jpg" src="http://i2.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/2.jpg?resize=400%2C443" data-recalc-dims="1" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img alt="3.jpg" src="http://i0.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/3.jpg?resize=343%2C400" data-recalc-dims="1" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I don&amp;#8217;t have a whole lot of really good weeks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img alt="4.jpg" src="http://i1.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/4.jpg?resize=330%2C416" data-recalc-dims="1" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And of course once you drop something, you have to start thinking about when you can pick it up again. And it&amp;#8217;s RIGHT THERE taunting you with your failure. But if I&amp;#8217;ve got a project I&amp;#8217;m working on it doesn&amp;#8217;t really bother me. But if I have a project I drop more and more things because I&amp;#8217;m not paying attention to them.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But then there&amp;#8217;s stress. Stress caused by hormones, changes, too much failure, whatever.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img alt="5.jpg" src="http://i1.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/5.jpg?resize=300%2C153" data-recalc-dims="1" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;No, really. It was supposed to be a cloud or something.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img alt="6.jpg" src="http://i2.wp.com/www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/6.jpg?resize=330%2C506" data-recalc-dims="1" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And that&amp;#8217;s why I haven&amp;#8217;t been updating.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=silvercat17&amp;ditemid=19268" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-11-30:677317:16168</id>
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    <title>Sick &amp;#8211; No post today</title>
    <published>2013-01-15T22:58:51Z</published>
    <updated>2013-01-15T22:58:53Z</updated>
    <category term="art"/>
    <category term="sick"/>
    <category term="chibi"/>
    <category term="silver's kids"/>
    <category term="the shadow"/>
    <category term="drawing"/>
    <category term="uncategorized"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p style="text-align: right"&gt;&lt;small&gt;Mirrored from &lt;a href="http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/01/sick-no-post-today/" title="Read Original Post"&gt;Shenanigans - Curiously Lydean&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;This doesn&amp;#8217;t count. I&amp;#8217;ve got a cold and my brain isn&amp;#8217;t working, so don&amp;#8217;t expect posts for a bit.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Last week I had an overwhelming urge to draw The Shadow in my Silver&amp;#8217;s Kids style. You can consider this a preview of when I start doing those write-ups.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/01/sick-no-post-today/the-shadow-silvers-kids-style/" rel="attachment wp-att-812"&gt;&lt;img class="size-full wp-image-812 aligncenter" alt="the-shadow-silvers-kids-style" src="http://www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/the-shadow-silvers-kids-style.jpg" width="600" height="516" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;I stole the pose from this issue:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.curiouslylydean.net/2013/01/sick-no-post-today/shadow_193112/" rel="attachment wp-att-813"&gt;&lt;img class=" wp-image-813 aligncenter" alt="shadow_193112" src="http://www.curiouslylydean.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/shadow_193112.jpg" width="287" height="417" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;Theoretically I could ink and color it, but I probably won&amp;#8217;t.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=silvercat17&amp;ditemid=16168" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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